Renewed Beginnings

Before my life now, I have never thought of myself as anything more than ordinary...possibly at times less than, which is sad but the truth. I tend to be a super honest person but yet I dislike hurting people's feelings so I normally try and avoid any questions that I don't want to feel obligated to respond. I love honesty because it is the foundation of truth and building of a persons character, we are not perfect and we all make mistakes but being able and willing to admit them is AMAZING. Being able to put aside pride is a very difficult thing to do. Life is about growing, falling, succeeding, loving, hurting, getting back up, hope and moving forward.
I never would have thought to myself that I would have this life, after 9 years of marriage, back in a apartment, back in school, back to finding a life long companion..all the things a young 20 year old is doing and TYPICALLY without the 3 kiddos in tow.
The truth is that I have learned more in the last two years about myself and my greatest abilities than I have in the last 11 years, when life from the outside seemed picture perfect. I was a woman who was scared, broken, lost and alone.
I have created other blogs but this one is very special to me because I know that I can not be the only woman who has gone through or is going through similar feelings or situations. If I can help bring hope or clarity to even just one person, then I know that God has helped me brighten one persons future, for he has blessed me greatly and I too must give.

In this blog I will post on how I overcome my mountains, whether they are emotional, physical, spiritual, health, finance, children, work, dating...yup, dating, ha! I love music so I know that I will be posting some awesome tunes that make me smile, have a good dance and trust me, that alone will make you feel wooonderful :)

If you have questions ask away!

xoxo
CM